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Hello! my name is CHU LING (: you can call me
chu like how the others do.
& my wonderful surname is
ANG just in case you might be curious.
i
DEMAND to be given presents on 8th of nov! :D hahah. kidding. :D
in case you might be wondering, i am currently 17+ &
an awesome year 2 student in Ngee Ann's MBS course! d:
as well, i love all the people i know because they are ALL SO AWESOME! (:
NP ambassadors are the most wonderful bunch of people too! (:
/Friday, June 6, 2008
HandWritten on; 11:14 PM
shredded and torn. just like my heart.
its 3.08a.m and i am not sleeping. YET.
i am playing with my redhairband and writing sense-less stuffs on my notepad.
blasting songs on my laptop. playing with my nail polish which have been left untouched ever since poly started for me.
anyhoo. i start thinking over something.
something which got me a little *
i asked myself whether have i ever wished it will come back.
whether i wished to be back to how i used to be in the past.
the truth is, yes.
in fact, i think about it everyday.
maybe, i shouldn't.
it would be revolting enough to know if i have to * every single day.
ugh.
isn't how your heart beats for someone that matters compared to the fact how you will not see or even get to talk everyday?
maybe, that's for me.
perhaps, there will never be a day whereby you will say " for you, i will change "
and for that, i think i should be determined enough already.
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But thats not the shape of my heart
